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this is how i feel as a curvy girl

lost

4.9 pounds and i have no plans on finding them again!!!

2 solid weeks.

this is week 3

sweeet

update i promise im alive

 

• im listening to maroon 5 right now while im working on some graphic design. i <3 maroon 5 and i need adam levine (i think thats the front man’s name) to marry me
• i have a  beauty regime now! i never had one of those before and sometimes i slip up on it because im not used to it. i always focused solely on mah hair. but whatevs. most of the following is natural and/or food grade quality bec i firmly believe if it cant go in my mouth it doesnt need to go on my body/in hair. 

 

Bath 

co wash hair daily

2x month clarify baking soda and acv rinse

1x week deep condition (alternate between protein and moisture)

henna (1x month)

cleanse face with evoo and castor oil blend (apparently washing with soap makes ur face super dry and then it overcompensates with more oil. and i think that is why my foundation gets super oily now so im going to try this for a week to see if this helps)

oil body with evoo

put veggie crisco on feet (don’t laugh it TOTALLY WORKS! my cracked dry feet are almost eliminated)

nigh serum for face

brush teeth

tie up hair

 

• weightwatchers rocks. well at least the point system. its so easy to follow. my only problem is going out to eat with the group almost daily for lunch and/or dinner (sometimes  both). i have blown through ALL of my weekly flex points in 2 days. ugh. but if i exercise extra and stay on top of my daily points ill be good until monday. i lost 1.8 lbs so far. it seems so paltry but i really am worried more about staying on track than actual lost right now. while laying in bed i overheard my mother talking to my aunt about how serious i am about this. it really aint a game for me. i dont wanna be 30 and fat. no sir
• the product junky is slowly creeping back into my life. i have 4 regular conditioners, suave coconut naturals (OMG FOR .97 THIS STUFF IS SOOOOOO GOOD STAMP OF APPROVAL) aussie moist (eh its ok for a cowash), alberto vo5 protein (HATE this stuff i think im allergic to it bec it makes me itch all over), giovanni tea tree sample (i love this stuff, it tingles and cleanses without stripping), 2 commerical deep conditioners aubrey organics honesuckle rose (2 bottles, 1 almost gone and 1 new) “this shit right here, this shit right here!” (to quote katt williams), say yes to carrots deep treatment ($14 but worth it), a slew of natural products that i’ve tried and am still trying to perfect: shea butter, apple cider vinegar, baking soda, evoo, castor oil, braggs amino liquids (go more in depth little later), coconut oil (this actually rocks so hard), yogurt, avocado, eggs and i could go on
• cherry lola does this braggs amino, baking soda, and yogurt deep treatment which makes her hair look AMAZINGLY DEFINED! thats the type of definition i crave without using gel. it didnt work for me. at all. it just annoyed the crap out of me. im going to try it one more time but i doubt it’ll do anything. 
• i need glossy hair in my life! but cannot obtain it
• i need cute clothes
• been fighting depression again, and now dealing with anxiety attacks. not sleeping well heart racing and i had to leave work early monday bec i just could not deal
• misread the firefighter. he is just looking for friends. eff you i have ENOUGH friends. im trying to find love in this life. i figure i could die right now. why not try to find it now and enjoy it before i leave this world? the other guy keeps talking about chex but aint putting no work in. after reading steve harveys book and dealing with the firefighter AND my past personal experiences i have this to say: kick rocks ninja
• mac no longer makes my favorite fragrance. it took me forever to stumble upon that fragrance sigh
• i hate shopping and trying on clothes but i hate not looking cute 

toodles for now

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