bad news

female pattern baldness runs in my family. today my mother named off 4 women in my family who went bald when they got older. part of the reason i stopped relaxing was to escape female pattern baldness. and i am deathly afraid of being bald, however i love short hair. go figure

i’m back up in this bish

• Dear rain, I am attempting a new hair regimen that involves twisting my hair once a week,  rocking a twist out for AT LEAST 2 days (maybe 3 if i i’m lucky) and rocking a high afro puff. You are messing up the rotation! I twisted sunday night, and i only got one day of twist out hair. boo to you sir, boo to you.
• brown rice salad weight watchers version rocks my socks. cream cheese brownies not so much. buttermilk biscuits needs more butter and less baking soda. also my biscuits did not rise that gave me sad face. 
• for some strange reason i woke up at 3am and had the dreaded “midnight snack” this.never.happens.to.me. I blew 10 weekly points. sigh
• lost 11 pounds gained 7 back
• i feel like im floating aimlessly in life
• i learned how to play poker
• i have a space heater at work and it has changed my life. changed it i say
• i have nixed all -cones from my life once and for all and my hair is amazing!!! i was using suave coc0nut naturals which has a low end -cone towards the end of the ingredient list. and i thought i was being slick and outsmarting it because i was adding baking soda to the condish. nope. i finally copped some kiss my face conditioner to replace suave. and my hair, my hair son rocks out loud. now the product actually penetrates my hair versus sitting on top of it! love! so new regimen cowash kiss my face, bs rinse, acv rinse, aubrey organics detangle 2nd condish rinse out. rinse blot hair then style.
• i still need to twist my hair and dust the ends. and since i have to actually restyle i might do it tonight. hmm don’t know
• the washing machine is still broken and i really hate going to the laundry mat which means i have 3 weeks worth of clothes piled up
• i take 10 minutes a day to remind myself of what im grateful for. pretty cool exercise and things are not allowed on the list
• i read about 58-60 blogs a day

all for now

 

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